Space Traveler Discloses Emotional Distress Following Wave of Backlash Post-Spaceflight
A pioneering space traveler has spoken candidly about her emotional downturn after facing a massive wave of online abuse in the aftermath of a pioneering women-only spaceflight.
Amanda Nguyen – recognized as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the short-duration mission in April, which also carried celebrity crewmates.
The much-publicized journey was met with derision by some, who questioned its cost and ecological impact.
Reflecting on the experience, the astronaut, who made history as the pioneer for her community, stated the intense backlash buried her dreams under an “avalanche of misogyny”.
“I told her my depression might last for years,” she recounted in a social media post, recalling a check-in call from a mission companion in the aftermath of the landing.
She characterized the press attention and digital reaction as an unprecedented psychological assault.
“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she revealed. “Even a month on, a phone call ended with me hanging up, weeping uncontrollably.”
Buried Under Misogyny
The researcher, who has dedicated her work to female health science and performed experiments during the mission, said everything she had worked for – including her scientific research and extensive preparation to the symbolic importance of her roots – was overshadowed under the tide of gendered attacks.
She is best known for her pioneering work championing the cause of victims of sexual violence.
Her own goal of reaching space was paused after an attack during her university years, leading to a long campaign for accountability.
Finding Solid Ground
Now, eight months after achieving her goal, she noted the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she acknowledged the followers whose messages of encouragement were her lifeline. “You all saved me,” she affirmed.
She added that despite the negativity, significant positive outcomes had resulted from the flight, including elevated attention for her women's health research and chances to influence leaders.
Flight Details
The computer-piloted New Shepard rocket departed its launch site in the spring, carrying the six-woman crew on a brief suborbital flight that passed the Kármán line of space.
The group of women also comprised accomplished professionals from multiple disciplines.
The company behind the flight is a private space firm established by a prominent billionaire entrepreneur.